I don't hold grudges like they say I do.
I let others sit in my chair, just to cheer you up.
People who are equally hurt will surely give the best comfort.
I decided to leave the room just to see you heal and laugh.
I've grown accustomed to fragility in solitude.
Madness in silence and endless overthinking.
I saw you so genuinely, but I destroyed it with such cruelty.
As I said. To claim I don't care about anyone because I've been through so much.
Honestly, I’m glad you’ve recovered.
Even though I was the one who caused it.
It’s not about winning or losing. Forgive me.
Mecca and Medina hold something you don’t know.
You are the most valuable lesson of my 40th year.
You deserve someone equal and balanced for your Imam 💖.
I have prayed for your soulmate in Mecca and Medina.
May a sinner like me and the prayers I send up be accepted by Him.
Stay healthy, Good Person.
One more thing — this isn’t about us, you know.
It’s about me needing to learn a lot from you.
Alhamdulillah, I don’t hate anyone. Maybe I’m a thorn in someone else’s life.
Forgive me.
